So I shared this photo for the first day of SUMMER because it reminded me of the lake I used to go to as a kid with my mom, dad, & brother, but my sister was younger & didn't have that experience. So her memory of the lake was our ex step dad. He was a good guy, but an alcoholic. For many years I was somehow granted the duty of protecting my brother and sister from his craziness. This day was the day I confirmed to Dennis & placed his mind at ease, that I forgave him for his drinking, his blackouts, his abuse towards our mom (that was unwillingly allowed) . It's not pretty. But it's real. He was drunk even then. Shortly after he passed away because his organs shut down. That's what's real to me. He knew I forgave him and he finally forgave himself. Sadly it was too late. I forgive, but I can't forget. Love you Dennis, RIP. See you when I see you. *If you or someone you love is an alcoholic please know there is help.
Saturday, June 25, 2016
Friday, June 24, 2016
Solitude
Having moments of solitude is a necessity to one's life, in my mind. I am grateful for those times, whether minutes or hours, that seem to 'take' me away to where I need to be. I'm not a morning person persay, and I adore the moon, but I love meetings with the sun. Now sunsets are beautiful, however those first few minutes when the sun greets you with a bright hello- you will be captivated. Life gets busy. We can slow it down by simply soaking in a few golden moments. Find your treasure today and tomorrow and the next day. Those moments of solitude are my treasure.
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